Monday, August 14, 2023

The Great Pilgrimage - Chapter 1: Holvux Comes but Once a Year

 Part I: Viridescent Earth

Chapter 1: Holvux Comes but Once a Year

The rattling of bones clicking echoed in the evening as ghoulish fiends bounded across the stony streets of Sintux. Well, at least that’s how it would appear to a foreigner. Children gleefully donned masks crafted from animal bones to wear for Holvux. Holvux came but once a year, and it was at this time that children knocked on people’s homes, begging for treats. Even the nobles participated in allowing commoners to stop by their doors.

However, many citizens found the whole event rather horrifying. It was difficult to blame them, though, with the mysticism and superstition surrounding Holvux. The day had once been known as a night of death and doom. Spirits of the dead would reenter their decomposed corpses and rise from the earth—though only the foulest of souls.

Of course, there was not an ounce of truth to Holvux. The dead could not become undead—that was ludicrous. There is nothing more permanent than death. Even so, such a fanciful historical day had been adopted as a holiday. Instead of actual demons lurking the streets, children dressed in silly outfits and demanded candy instead of blood. A fine enough substitution.

Newid sighed at the passing children, wondering how innocence could exist in such a place. So much blood had been spilled upon this stone. A sick gray sky painted the city above, and a haze shrouded his surroundings. The only sign of the sun was a pale white disc barely visible through the dark fog.

Pausing beside a fountain, Newid raised his boot to the edge, examining the strap that had suddenly come undone. He reached for it but cursed when he found the leather had snapped.

“Ill luck,” Newid muttered. With a sigh, the knight rustled his black hair, then scraped the muck from his boot as he let it rest down beside the other. He glanced up at the fountain’s angelic figurehead and chuckled. No, not a figurehead anymore, is it? He thought. A figure, for it's been beheaded. The pale hands were also snapped off and lay on the crusted dry surface beneath the bust. The wings were corroded and cracked but were predominantly intact.

Newid peered behind the fountain, staring at the dilapidated chapel beyond. Once more, he laughed. He thought of the old religion of the former people’s God and holy angels. And now, what substitute that? Nothing. Only a monarchy beneath a king who ruled through conquest. A conquest to which Newid had been detrimental to. Newid spat into the fountain and bade the destitute place farewell.

Newid passed many more children who glided by with their large tin buckets in hand with only a few treats inside. It seemed they weren’t having much better luck than Newid today. He eyed the tall castle beyond. Old and cracked. It wasn’t nearly as wrought with destruction as the chapel, but there were better castles to look upon. Hundreds of bricks were missing, and many windows still hadn’t been repaired. One of the turrets was entirely absent, with a pile of debris still lying where the room was.

This was their doing, of course. Melehan’s army overwhelmed Sintux and took it as its own. It’s ironic that we adopt so many of their traditions as our own now. We never had our own kingdom or kingship until we conquered this place. We even established a knighthood. A chivalric knight. The idea forced a mocking grin onto Newid’s face. Sir Newid the Gallant, they called him. He couldn’t have asked for much more of a cliche title. How could he complain, though? Life was good. Life is very good.

Newid proceeded up a flight of stairs and then approached a portcullis gate. Soldiers saluted as they recognized him and immediately opened the gate.

“Do you wish for a steed to ride to the castle, Sir Newid?” one of the guards asked.

Newid’s quick glare made the soldier flinch. “No,” Newid replied coolly. “It isn’t a far tread. I’ll manage fine on my own.”

“Y-Yes, of course, my lord!”

Newid shook his head as he trudged past them, keeping a palm on the hilt of his sword. Not as a means of worry but annoyance. The sheath irritatingly slapped back against his legs if he didn’t hold it firmly. Newid had considered wearing it on his back, but the draw was not as easy, and he had seen far too many men slain because they couldn’t unsheath their blades in time as it was.

The trek across the bridge was long and unsavory, making Newid begin to regret not accepting a horse. It was amazing that they had been able to overcome the defense of this city. It was even more astounding that they did nothing to assert themselves in this location. They maintained low guard and managed to repair nothing within the city. Even the bridge beneath Newid’s feet was in a sorry state with its missing bricks and blackened stone from fire.

He cringed as he peered down at the mire below. Mire was a much better word for it anyway than river. When their army invaded Sintux, the rivers were grayish-green. Not the most beautiful of colors, certainly, but the waters were still transparent. However, it was now a deep brown with a tinge of green. Bubbles popped across the surface like the broiling soup of a witch’s cauldron. This river had turned foul from the vast amount of waste and corpses dumped into it. This hadn’t ceased either. The stench of dung and death had sickeningly become normal, and most days, Newid hardly noticed it.

The portcullis gate guarding the castle was already up by the time Newid reached it. The guards saluted him as he passed, and Newid caught the sight of one of his fellow knights striding toward him. Sir Pertik. He was an audacious punk who cared too much about everything knightly. Newid figured if there was anyone who could truly be considered a knight in this cesspool of a kingdom, it was probably Sir Pertik. But good luck finding anyone who cared.

The pretty, curly-haired blond offered Newid a dashing smile as he matched Newid’s steps. “Sir Newid,” he said elegantly. “A good day to you.”

“Good? Hm. I suppose.” It was day, wasn’t it? Though it hardly ever felt so with the haze surrounding the city. Newid assumed it came from the toxins emitting from the poisonous river. After all, it didn’t appear immediately.

“Are you ready for the festival, Sir Pertik?” the younger knight asked giddily.

“I suppose.” Newid hesitated, then put in, “And you?”

“Oh, certainly! Holxuv is my favorite day of the year.’

Of course, it is, Newid thought bitterly.

“There will be many fair ladies about, too,” Pertik continued. “The trouble is, how will I dance with them all? Of course, I know you and the others will do your part in giving them a joyous night. Won’t you?”

Newid simply nodded and feigned a smile. The woman here were hardly fair. The only beautiful women he had seen in this city were long gone. Pale white throats turned red by men’s steel. My steel. Newid often wished he had been more lustful for sex than blood during the siege. He may have chosen differently had the common maid today not been akin to a sow. It churned his stomach to think that even Sir Pertik was prettier than any lady among them.

“I anticipate the food,” Newid admitted. “And . . . that’s about it. I won’t lie to you, Pertik. I care not for dances or games. I merely want to gorge myself on turkey and wine.” He chuckled. “That’s more than enough to make any man happy, I imagine.”

Pertik shared a laugh. “Yes, well, you’re right there. However, I prefer to partake in all of the revelries this life has to offer.”

Now that doesn’t sound too knightly, Newid thought, but he shrugged anyway. No point to refute his point. What was the point of calling a man a hypocrite when you were worse of one?

The two’s progression toward the castle led them up a staircase that fed directly into the mouth of the castle. Newid paused momentarily, stepping onto the red-tattered carpet lying on the gray stone. He eyed the pillars to his right, still stained with blood with a large nick upon its surface. This is where Newid had slain King Weyld. He was said to be the most valued warrior in the realm. Defeating even the new king’s father, Bradwr, in combat. Yet . . . he had hardly put up a fight against Newid. Nor did he wield the holy blade Euraidd which was said to be forged by the angels. They had later discovered that Bradwr was trying to lure them away from his wife and children. Perhaps the distraction in this endeavor had been why he fought so ill against Newid. Even still, he had failed in both tasks. His wife and children were slain, all at the hands of Newid’s lord, the new king, Melehan.

Newid stared down at his palms now, desiring a part of him to cry or scream out. Not at what he had done. He felt no remorse for any of it. He had been the one to behead the queen. He was the one who approached Bradwr’s children with his blade drawn, covered in the blood of both of their parents. He had slaughtered each of them without pause. But he felt nothing then and yet . . . there was something else he sensed within him. Anguish? Not a sadness or bitterness toward his actions necessarily, but rather, an anguish that he felt nothing. Should he not? Should he not care that he murdered senselessly? He slew in the name of his lord, but what did that matter? Newid was the one who swung the blade. Not Melehan.

“Sir Newid?” Pertik’s voice echoed into Newid’s mind and stole him away from his trance. Newid looked up at him, noticing the twinge of concern in the knight’s features.

“Nothing,” Newid replied. “Let’s continue.”

Pertik didn’t say another word as they continued, ascending a small flight of stairs and passing through a pair of tall wooden doors opened for them by guards. Within the round room, tables were still being set by servants as others strung up decorations. Large pumpkins lay on tables with horrific faces carved upon them. Black banners of a red sword hung high from the tall columns—the sigil of Melehan. The sight of servants setting about decorations alone was quite comedic. Say what you will about Sintux . . . but it takes the celebration of Holvux seriously.

There was a large gap of space in the middle of the floor, as usual. Here bards and other performers would demonstrate their talents, and tonight there would be mass dancing within the space. Tables encircled the room in tiers, with the highest tables reserved for King Melehan and his knights. The king, of course, always sat at the front and center—though much higher than the rest of the rabble.

Pertik and Newid paused as they strode about halfway across the room. Loud steps echoed as a man dressed in a long violet gown approached them. Dresch, the king’s advisor, was a sickly-looking little man. Scrawny and pale with long greasy black hair. His dark eyes appeared sagged, framed by dark circles, and his large nose often reminded Newid of a crow’s beak.

“My lords,” Dress said, bowing somewhat diffidently.

“My lord,” they replied in unison.

“His Majesty and the other knights await you in the Round Chamber. I trust you will not keep him waiting any longer?” His voice was chiding and snotty. As per usual, Newid did his best to refrain from snapping his large nose. “It is obscene for the lesser to make their betters wait. Don’t you think?” His eyes flashed to Pertik. “Especially one who is normally associated with punctuality and, of course, possesses a high reputation of being the perfect picture of a knight. Perhaps not. You are a womanizer and a lollygagger. Mayhap a slut for men as well with how you dress and wear your hair. Are you sure there isn’t a woman’s body hiding beneath all of that armor?”

Pertik gaped. Simply appalled by the assault of insults thrown his way. Even Newid couldn’t believe his ears, but not even he would speak so low to Pertik. I don’t care an ilk for Pertik’s honor, reputation, or even of his personal well-being for that manner. But Newid wasn’t going to allow this man to drag on for another second.

“Lord Dresch,” Newid began. “You are an insect hardly even worth speaking with. But just this once, I will grant you the blessing of hearing my voice directed toward you. Do not speak so ill toward a knight again. Be it to me, Sir Pertik, or any other. You talk of manners regarding the lesser and greater; well, I frankly agree with your assertions. Let us also concur that it is a far more significant crime to disrespect those superior to you. Need I remind you, Dresch, that you are no longer a superior of ours? We have risen to nobility. A nobility that far out trumps your minuscule rank. The king’s advisor, yes. But not the king himself and hardly even a lord. You’re a wretch who does anything he can to try and sustain power—or at least, pretend to have any, to which you have none.” Every word was true too. King Melehan didn’t even listen to most of Dresch’s advice. Not even Newid would go there, though. That might come too close to critiquing the king himself and making Newid openly a hypocrite. I am a hypocrite, no doubt of that, but Dresch doesn’t need to know that.

Dresch’s tongue seemed to be tied, and he offered no retort to Newid’s onslaught. With that, Newid bid him farewell and departed. Pertik, also speechless, followed soon after.

“Thank you for defending my honor,” Pertik said in a hushed whisper.

“Of course,” Newid replied. He did not need to be congratulated or thanked, but he couldn’t ignore the man.

They entered another circular room, but this one was a dusty blue supplied by little ornamentation. Only a massive round table sat at its center, with knights sitting around it. King Melehan sat on the opposite side of the entrance and smiled toward the two knights. The old king’s scars seemed as fresh as always. One large gash spanned from the side of his skull to the middle of his forehead, while the other was a jagged line across his cheek, perfectly visible even through his bushy beard.

“Welcome,” King Melehan said.

“Your Majesty,” the two knights replied.

“Take your seat at the table.”

The two took their places immediately. As always, Sir Tom sat on Newid’s left and Sir Morholt on his right.

“I imagine you are all troubled that I called you here today for a round table meeting,” Melehan began, his brows knitting in concern. “After all, it is Holvux, and we should be celebrating on a day like today! But . . . I have some ill news. I received a letter of self-invitation, well, that is what he called it. A man called “The Black Knight” wishes to test you knights. He says he has heard a great deal of your valor and desires to gauge the worth of my court and kingdom.”

“That . . . is the most absurd thing I have ever heard,” said Llyr. Sir Llyr, garbed in green with a golden eagle emblazoned on his chest, had long blond hair gently tucked behind his ears and a long golden beard shaved at the cheeks. “He invites himself to our celebrations and then says he wishes to test us?”

“Your Majesty, are there more specifics?” Sir Morholt asked. Morholt was garbed in a black tunic worn over chainmail. His brown hair was unruly, and his face was clean-shaven. A respectable man, at least, as close as respectable as most of this lot came.

“Let me have exactly what’s been said read off,” the king replied. He reached inside his black robes, pulling out a scroll. He checked his surroundings momentarily, and his face reddened with rage. “Where is that useless Dresch!”

“Allow me, Your Majesty,” Sir Brunor said, holding out his hand. The dark-armored knight was the king’s younger brother and wore their house's sigil on his chest.

Melehan nodded and handed the scroll to his brother.

Brunor unrolled the scroll and cleared his throat. He adjusted a small candle in front of him for better visibility. He read:

“To His Royal Majesty

King Melehan Faylan,

I hereby proclaim this a self-invitation to your festivities of the demonic pagan holiday named Holvux. I come to you from a faraway place known as Arell. A holy place that the people you slaughtered held in high reverence. Many have trekked to Arell on pilgrimages in hopes of attaining enlightenment . . . but none have ever succeeded. Though, all who embark on this journey are said to be blessed. Those of pure and innocent intentions, of course.

I travel long and far and have already passed many milestones. The West Sea, the Dark Tower, the lands of ice and fire, the Green Chapel, the Gardens of Regum, and so on . . . This, I have done, all in order to meet with you and your court. I find myself specifically interested in your knights. Who are supposed champions of valor and courage. I know this is not so. For you have slaughtered, plundered, raped, pillaged, burned, and so much more . . . You live as a king now. Mounted upon a throne of skulls. Sleeping abed atop corpses. But justice shall be served.

However, I do not come to fight. Rather, I come only to present the task which I offer to your knights. I will not speak of it in this letter but rather in my flesh. You will not see me speak, but you shall hear me. That I promise you. Judgment shall fall upon you, your knights, and the rest of your court. The decision lies in the hands of your knights, however. Not yours, oh great king.

Now, I leave you with one final piece of information to satisfy you before my visit upon Holvux. If your knights should fail upon this task—you will all burn, just as you have burned others. That, I promise you.

Farewell until we meet,

The Black Knight”

There was silence for a time until the knights shook the chamber with their roars of laughter. Most of them partook, but Newid didn’t. He couldn’t laugh, but he understood their amusement. The king, Morholt, Brunor, and Pertik, also didn’t laugh.

“This . . . is not humorous!!!” King Melehan roared.

Everyone quieted. The king matched each man with a dangerous steady gaze. To Newid’s discontent, the king stared him down as well.

Summoning up visible courage to speak, Sir Pertik asked, “What will we do then, Your Majesty? Surely we cannot allow this intruder to insult us in front of everyone?”

Melehan sighed and slumped back in his chair. “We will let him in. I assume he provided the name “the Black Knight” as an easy means to recognize him when he arrives. We will allow him entry into the city and castle. I’ll hear what he has to say and perhaps accept his test—and then be done with it. Melehan wiped his hands and rose. “Well . . . that’s it then. The rest is up to you, knights. After all, it’s all of you he really wishes to test.” The king left the table and departed from the room. His echoing footsteps were the only sound the knights heard for some time as they sat in silence, soaking in his words.


Saturday, August 12, 2023

The Legend of Zelda: Tears of the Kingdom Review

     The Legend of Zelda: Tears of the Kingdom was easily one of the most anticipated games of 2023, and the game had a lot to deliver in order to surpass its previous title, Breath of the Wild. However, the game managed to do just that. While players returning to the world of Hyrule won't get quite the enthralling experience that Breath of the Wild provided, they will receive a far more compelling journey with a more fleshed-out world and story.

    In many ways, the installment of Breath of the Wild and Tears of the Kingdom feel as if they had backpedaled away from the progress that the other Zelda games have made in the franchise. However, in other ways they've taken the series in new directions that seemed nothing more than dreams a few years ago. Tears of the Kingdom won't be every classic Zelda's favorite title, but even they will find it difficult to dislike this entry.

    Tears of the Kingdom manages to offer a vast amount of content, putting to shame many other games priced at the new expensive $70 price tag. The game is well worth it and proves that the best games offer quality and quantity. Where this game truly flourishes is in its exploration of the world, which is split into three sections--the Skies, the Surface, and the Depths. While the added areas are more than welcome, the Depths do, at times, feel a tad too much, and the amount of content within the Skies feels a bit small. However, the Surface manages to be as engaging as Breath of the Wild.

    The game does little to improve upon the combat of the previous game with the basic weapons. However, the new fusing abilities given to Link help give the players creative freedom to make combat completely bizarre. These abilities are difficult to hold grasp of initially, and many new players may find themselves dropping the game early because of how frustrating the beginning of the game can be. Once these controls are mastered, though, the game is open and is incredibly addicting.

    Tears of the Kingdom, in many ways, feels like a massive update to Breath of the Wild. It is no doubt a new and fresh video game experience, but many features return from Breath of the Wild, and they are all dramatically improved.

    Most aspects of Tears of the Kingdom are simply stellar, though, there are a few aspects that aren't fantastic. The story isn't incredibly strong and is one of the weakest in the series. The game does, however, tug upon more emotion than most of the previous titles in the franchise. One of the worst aspects of Tears of the Kingdom happens to be the temples. Many longtime Zelda fans had been begging for the return of classic dungeons to return to the franchise after Breath of the Wild's disappointing flees from them. While Tears of the Kingdom tried to deliver this, it ultimately failed by providing some of the worst temples to ever appear in the franchise. This is one of the biggest flaws of the game and definitely hurts the game.

    Overall, Tears of the Kingdom is a great video game experience, and players who haven't attempted Breath of the Wild first might end up having a much better time than players who did.

Score- 90/100

Tuesday, August 8, 2023

Hellblade: Senua's Sacrifice Review

     Hellblade: Senua's Sacrifice is a game that has largely gone under the radar despite the popularity of Norse mythology and dark fantasy video games. This game deserves far more attention and praise as it offers an experience that fans of Dark Souls, God of War, and even the manga series Berserk would enjoy. This psychological horror dives deep into the mind of Senua as she struggles with grief and combats mythological forces through psychosis.

    The first standout of this game is the complexity of Senua's character. Each section of the game has her evolving and growing as a person as she reviews the past and overcomes it. While the horror-filled Helheim is full of dangerous enemies, including important Norse figures such as Surtr, Garm, and Hel, each one is actually helping Senua overcome her grief.

    While Senua alone is an incredible character, the voice acting featured throughout the game is overwhelmingly impressive. Melina Juergens provides one of the best performances in gaming with an incredible range that allows the player to deeply feel and connect to the character. The mental state of Senua is the most endearing aspect of the game, and it wouldn't have been nearly as great without Jurgens.

    The overall visual presentation of the game is something worth admiring, and the enemies featured throughout Helheim have fantastic designs. There is an emphasis on horror and macabre, and the designs of these monsters match that to a tee. The setting is also beautifully dark and is arguably the best representation Norse mythology has ever received in gaming.

    The gameplay is fluid and switches between completing puzzles and combat. Players always know when combat is coming due to Senua only unsheathing her sword when enemies are near. The gameplay has a dramatic shift when combat ensues and is a rather visceral experience. Senua's moveset cannot be customized, and there is no leveling system in the game, but the combat never grows stale and is visually spectacular. The puzzles themselves are relatively straightforward, but there are a few that players will scratch their heads at for a few minutes. Overall they are very well designed and don't make the player overthink too much.

    The combat can be difficult, especially on PC. However, the difficulty can be adjusted. While most players should be able to get through the game swiftly there will be some setbacks for those playing on a higher difficulty. This is due to the fact that players will have to restart at the beginning if Senua dies too many times.

    The music also perfectly matches the period the game is presented in and adds a layer of suspense and horror that increases the player's gaming experience. It is truly bone-chilling at times, and the trailers for Senua's upcoming sequel have lent that Ninja Theory will be provided a very similar experience.

    Senua's Sacrifice is the perfect game for any lover of mythology, psychological, dark fantasy, or horror survival games. Overall the game is not a long one which does make it a suitable fit for players to pick up for free on subscriptions like the Game Pass.

Score- 95/100

Friday, July 7, 2023

Final Fantasy XVI Review

     Final Fantasy XVI is the long-awaited entry in the franchise that offered a true rebirth worthy of the Phoenix. This game is full of compelling storytelling, mind-blowing cinematics, deep and complex characters, and a complex combat system that continues to evolve as the story progresses.

    Final Fantasy XVI aligns with a similar trend of popular video games like God of War (2018) and The Last of Us by focusing on a narrative-driven game. PlayStation exclusives have become known widely for possessing some of the best storytelling in gaming and Final Fantasy XVI is no exception. However, this game manages to flourish where others seem to fail thanks to its combat. The combat of Final Fantasy XVI is full of possibilities that provide the player with combinations that best fit their playstyle. The Eikon abilities that Clive utilizes in the game are incredible, but unfortunately, the combat is almost too reliant on them.

    The combos which Clive can perform on basic attacks are rather limited and it can make the combat feel stale and fresh. While players of course are encouraged to utilize the Eikon abilities to keep the gameplay exciting, one can't help but feel as if the core basic attacks couldn't use a few more combos. This feels especially noticeable and repetitive when playing as Ifrit.

    The boss battles in this game are some of the most exquisite in gaming and really only fall short when compared to major franchises like FromSoftware's Souls games and The Legend of Zelda series. These boss battles are epic cinematic events with riveting background music and unique gameplay. The only major flaw of these boss battles is the numerous cutscenes which often make the player feel as if they're watching a movie instead of playing a game. While the game does offer inputs to dodge or attack these cues are extremely easy to perform and offer zero difficulty. The gameplay also has a tad too much of the cutscenes where the player is just watching and not even inputting the dodge or attack buttons. However, each of these major boss battles is full of numerous phases that last a while, so there is still plenty of gameplay involved.

    The story overall is excellent and the character work is the best Final Fantasy has received yet. The side quests lack variety in terms of their objectives but the stories surrounding each one are incredibly interesting and provide some of the best content in the game.

    The biggest issue the game suffers from is its performance and there seems to be barely a difference when switching from Graphic Mode to Performance Mode, at least gameplay-wise. Motion Blur is also an eyesore and this has been fixed to be adjustable in the game's first update.

    Overall the game is a phenomenal experience and the best Final Fantasy has to offer. It's difficult to imagine that the franchise will ever top this game's storytelling, character work, or cinematic beauty but it's definitely likely that the core gameplay will be improved upon in the future.

Score: 96/100

Wednesday, May 25, 2022

Thor: He is Worthy

Chapter 1: Father and Son  

  What does it mean to be worthy? What does it mean to be mighty? What does it mean to be a god or a king?

    Thor Odinson sat at the overlook of Asgard, staring out at the Rainbow Bridge and the cosmos below. A boy, of 12, already strong and bearing the title: "God of Thunder."

    "What ails you, my son?" a voice, deep and wise came from behind Thor's shoulder. It was his father, the All-Father Odin. The old man stepped beside the seated Thor, his long gray hair and beard swaying in the golden breeze.

    "I'm overwhelmed, father." He gestured with one hand at the emptiness below, reflecting the other nine realms through the mystic waters. "All of this, will one day be mine? But how am I to be ready for such a task? Would I even be worthy in a hundred years?"

    Odin chuckled and sat down beside his son. "Aye, I can understand your terror at such a prospect. In some ways, you'll never be ready. I certainly still feel overwhelmed. However, it will come to you at the right time. It may not feel like it, but it will . . . and you will grow from it. Trust me, my son."

    Thor nodded, not meeting his father's one-eyed gaze.

    A raven flew down, landing on the All-Father's shoulder as the two watched visions of Earth, blur through the waters below as men fought each other and built civilizations.

    Odin's eye then widened and he grinned widely. "I thought of an idea!"

    Thor stared.

    "I shall have the dwarves craft you the finest of hammers. One that shall harness your powers to greater heights and help you become the finest of gods."

    Thor smirked. "Will it then let me become worthy?"

    "Nae, quite the opposite. Only when you are worthy shall you be able to wield this hammer."

    "But what does it mean? What does it mean to be worthy?"

    "I'm afraid that is for you to find out, my son."

Chapter 2: Mjolnir

10 Years Later . . .

    Prepared before the gods on a platter was the silver hammer with a short leather grip. The dwarves knelt before Odin, laying the hammer down.

    "It has been made just as you requested, All-Father," said Eitri, the greatest forge master of the Dwarves. "Only when one is truly worthy may they hold the hammer, the definition, according to your wishes. Its name--Mjolnir"

    "You have done well, Eitri," Odin replied. "I can feel its raw energy. It will make a fine weapon for my son when he is able to wield it."

    Thor grinned cockily, dropping his axe, Jarnbjorn. "When you say, father? Don't you mean now? I have slain countless foes, the Vikings of Midgard have bathed me with their praises and worship, they hail all of us Aesir as the greatest!" Thor jabbed a finger for effect as lightning cracked the sky. Several of the other gods applauded and shouted in cheer.

    Odin merely snorted. "Yet you still fail what it means to be worthy." He gestured toward the hammer. "Grip it if you must. But know that you will be embarrassed before all the gods. But let it be a lesson to you to be more humble!"

    Thor rolled his shoulders, not loosening his smile as he strode toward the hammer. He bent down, gripping it, and pulled. Nothing. Thor's face paled. He tugged harder, then harder. He gripped with both hands, trying to wrench the hammer up, his veins pulsing on his biceps. After a moment, he stepped away, panting.

    "I-I do not understand," Thor stuttered. "I have grown so strong. I haven't faced any foe too great. Why should a hammer such as this be impossible for me to lift? How can I fight with a weapon that is too heavy?"

    Odin laughed. "You poor fool. It is not so difficult to pick up because of its heft, but because you . . . are . . . not . . . worthy."

    Thor stepped aside, dismayed and embarrassed. He could hear his brother, Loki, chuckling from the side.

    "You have done well, Eitri," Odin said. "From here on out, you shall be known as the King of the Dwarves!"

    Eitri's eyes widened and swept a quick bow. "I thank you, All-Father. You are far too gracious."

    "Nonsense! For you have crafted the greatest weapon of all--Mjolnir!"

Chapter 3: Honor is What You Make it

 20 Years Later . . .

   Thor snarled as Jarnbjorn tore jagged cuts through Anglo-Saxons. His fellow Vikings slithered into villages, ransacking homes and pillaging their goods. Thor himself bashed into a home and found a woman, terrified staring up at him. Wiping blood from his eyes, Thor got a better look at the pale woman. Dirt plastered her skin, but still, she was beautiful. Oh, how he had craved for a woman. He could convince any of the Norse women with him here today to lie with him, but he wanted something different.

    Thor took one step forward, then halted as she squealed and stumbled on her belly for a knife. She picked it up and turned it over toward him.

    No, he thought. This is not what it means to be worthy. To take a woman against her will? He then thought of all the women he had slept with, of those he could remember. Had those been just? Those with the mortals? They only took him because he was a god. But, that was all. They didn't love him and perhaps they were even terrified of him. Oh All-Father, how could I be so dense?

    Thor sighed and turned around. "Hide yourself, woman." He spoke in the Anglo-Saxon tongue. "I won't let them hurt you." He exited outside and let the door shut behind him. He cringed as he watched a Viking slam his axe into a man's back and laugh viciously as he ran past. 

    No, this is all wrong. This is not fighting honorably. This is slaughter. All-Father! How could I be such a fool?!

    "Stop!" Thor yelled. As his voice boomed, thunder roared above and the clouds darkened. The clangor of weapons silenced and the Vikings slowly made their way to their god.

    "What's the matter, Thor?" Bjorn asked, the leader of the Viking band. "We have only just landed in England. It's far too soon to rest."

    "No. There will be no more of this. It's over."

    "Over? What do you mean over?"

    "I mean it's time for you all to sail back home. Don't worry, I will see to it that the tides remain calm. It will not be arduous."

    Bjorn spat, raising his bloody axe. "Oh no, you don't get to decide that."

    Thor's blue eyes flicked toward him, a flash of lightning reflecting off them. "I do. This was wrong. This will not bring glory. It's senseless murder. It is not worthy of you or me."

    Bjorn laughed hysterically. "I have seen you slay many men and women since I was a boy. Yet now, you say it is wrong? Senseless? You've always taken what you've wanted, Thor. Why stop now? You're the bloody god of thunder! How can you choose to not wet your axe?!"

    "There are circumstances where battles are necessary or just. I see that now. My father tried to teach me for years, but I was too foolish. I thought if I could become victorious over as many enemies as possible I would be worthy . . . but I was wrong."

    Bjorn spat. "What are you rambling on about? You know." Bjorn hefted his axe onto his shoulder. "Fight be Thor Odinson. I challenge you to a duel. You've grown soft. Maybe I'll attain those godly powers of yours by severing your head!"

    Thor trembled. Bjorn was a friend, yet . . . to deny him a duel? It would be wrong. The disrespect and dishonor. Is it worthy to be dishonorable? Thor asked himself. No. Thor lowered his axe from his shoulder and nodded.

    "Very well, Bjorn. I accept your challenge."

    Bjorn smiled.

    The circle was drawn and the two warriors stood several paces away from each other as others surrounded them. Thor held his long-handled axe with one hand, awaiting Bjorn to pounce. They were given the go-ahead to begin and Bjorn made the first move, charging forward with his wooden shield.

    Thor swung, shattering Bjorn's shield with a single blow. Moments after, Bjorn's axe came slicing down in an arc. Catching the handle with his left hand, Thor slammed his head against Bjorn's and twisted the weapon from his grip. Caught up in the moment, Thor took Bjorn's axe and slit his throat open.

    The Viking collapsed, gripping his bloody throat with one hand and his other aimlessly trying to reach toward Thor. The god gave him what he wanted, tossing him down his axe. Bjorn gripped the axe and moments later, he faded.

    "I will see you in Valhalla, my friend." The others then cheered, patting Thor heavily on the back. Thor snarled, "Get going! We are leaving tonight." Quitely the rest of them faded.

    Thor stared down at Bjorn's corpse as rain poured down from above, forming the tears his eyes could not. Did I do right? Was that worthy? It was honorable, surely? Therefore, worthy? 

    A light shone from the corner of Thor's eye and he saw a rider on a white-winged horse coming down. A Valkyrie. The Valkyrie was Krista, garbed in silver armor with long silverish blonde hair. 

    "Thor Odinson, yet another slain by your hands," she said.

    "Do not belittle me. I took no joy in slaying him. He was a friend."

    "I am always honored to bring a soul into Valhalla, but he could have spent many more days of glory on Midgard. So why then, Thor Odinson, did you slay a friend if you took no joy in it?"

    "He challenged me to a duel. It would be dishonorable to him to refuse. Now one day, I will be able to drink mead with him in the halls of Valhalla. No?"

    "Only if you yourself reach an honorable death. But Thor Odinson, do not let yourself be ruled by the laws of men or gods. What is written, is not always what is right."

    Thor eyed her curiously. "What do you mean?"

    She shrugged. "You are the god of thunder, Thor. Someday to be the All-Father. Laws will be written by you one day. Would it not be prudent to come up with your own values? To decide what you deem right or just--"

    "Or worthy," he finished.

    She frowned then shrugged. "Or worthy," she agreed.

    "You have given me much to consider, Krista. I have learned much this day."

    After that, Thor took the Norse back to their home and returned to Asgard. He considered entering the armory to attempt to retrieve Mjolnir but decided otherwise. He knew, he still knew that he was not yet worthy.

Chapter 4: He is Worthy

100 Years Later . . .

    Thor sat, staring down at the waters beneath the Rainbow Bridge took sight of multiple different realms. However, something particular caught his eye. Jormungand.

    "What on bloody Asgard is Loki's son up to now?!" Thor clutched his axe and ran to the Rainbow Bridge. At the end, his old friend, Heimdall.

    "Prince Thor," Heimdall said. "Where are you wanting to go today? Back to Midgard, I presume?"

    "Sadly no. The Midgard Serpent is in Jotunheim tearing apart villages."

    "Jormungand? Jotunheim?" Heimdall gave a painful smile. "Why in All-Father's name would you go? Are you making certain he doesn't spread havoc into the other realms?"

    Thor felt hurt by his friend's carelessness. "What? No. I mean, yes, I do want to stop him from hurting more of the realms, but I must save Jotunheim too!"

    "It's just Jotunehim, Prince Thor. There is more than enough time to rally together the other Aesir. Go and warn--"

    "No!" Thor clenched Heimdall's golden cloak. "I will go now! And I will stop Jormungand . . . or die trying!"

    Heimdall glared fiercely but nodded. He turned, using his sword, Hofund to teleport Thor to Jotunheim.

    Thor landed in the snowy wilderness, his red cape flapping in the winds. Ahead, he could see the massive serpent rising with his jaws spread open in cruel delight.

    "Curse you brother, for I know it was you who released your son on this world." Thor dashed across the snowfields, large pillars of snow plowing aside as he ran forward at superhuman speed. As he neared the serpent, he propelled himself into the air, raising his axe high.

    "Ah, Thor!" Jormungand hissed, turning his head slowly toward the thunder god. "How unfortunate to see you again."

    Before Thor's axe could reach the serpent, its tail came swimming upward, bashing into Thor's ribs. The god flew downward, his axe flinging from his hands, as he fell he fired a bolt of lightning from his palm. The lightning split in two as it neared the serpent, missing it entirely. Ah, Hel! My precision is always so terrible! Thor slammed into the snow, feeling a heaving pain in his side where the beast had hit him. Moments later, the tail swatted against his chest, pushing him deeper into the ground creating a crater.

    Jormungand cackled as he turned his yellow eyes closer to Thor. "Oh my, oh how the mighty have fallen. But you're not mighty . . . you never have been. You're just the pompous arrogant son of the All-Father!" The serpent pulled his head back, a gurgling sound raging in the back of his throat as he prepared to snap his jaws down at Thor.

    "Y-You're wrong," Thor mumbled. His palm twitched, lightning surging throughout him. I am more than that." The skies rumbled, turning black as lightning streaked above. Jormungand only gave a slight pause above. "I am the god of thunder! I am Thor!!!" The serpent lurched, nearing Thor's body in seconds. "And I! AM WORTHY!!!!"

    Mjolnir flung into Thor's palm a rage of lightning flashed into the beast's mouth. Jormungand flinched backward in pain and terror. Thor flew upward as lightning raged all around him.

    "Come beast! Let me show you just exactly, who I am!"

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